Change outfit.

For days I've had this feeling of being disconnected.
Something like being outdated or torn.

I failed to express myself lately but that was because I had a hard time putting smile on my face and to keep my eyes on the ball.

I chose a new life, new job (expect that this time I am the superior) over my almost 4-year work in a Company.

I took this whole new venture and currently am struggling to balance my time.

I just want to breath. By these words. But.. rather not write down every detail.

Being friends with Bosses and ex-office-mates even after my resignation and all of the issues I gone through is not what I can see or do everyday. I chose to be good. To be openly and no-hate-feeling state of mind.

Anyway. This morning I just met my ex-Boss at the court. I was the one who invited him to come along at hit some rallies. not a good tennis for me today though.

I was tired. I haven't sleep last night straight to the court so I technically and literally have no vitality.
I changed clothes right after the match.