Need to.....

I need to fix myself....

Because of depression and fear that my old problems comes back to my mind (to feel being weak).

I said in my Facebook status last week, "enough, I'm giving up".

I need changes. In my self. In my outlook around me.

I realized a while ago that my worst enemy in my mental word. When it comes to morale, I can stand the things that I know is right. Unless my inner self is hurt. In my inner self and personality. Because when that thing is damaged, its hard for me to adjust. Its even hard for me to recover. Mental work, it is said it will be hard for me this day.