Now that turning 27 this year. I miss my childhood more than ever.
Last night I watched video of Michael. from Vsauce YouTube channel.
He said facts about human's Identity.
I'm fascinated that our cells die leaves and our body every
5 years of its existence. I've learned that Matter creates existence, existence
creates memories and learning, learning develops while our cells change and the
one that we describe "Self" is the "Identity" our brain and
memory says.
While writing this blog entry, I am here right now riding
with our Church's service vehicle. Childrens occupy the seats. Back when I was
a kid, I used ti hang out with my church friends like the kids that I am with
right now.
A little while ago, I was at Kingspoint Tennis court with my
friend Rene, we didn't took the chance of playing tennis because I was just
about to pay my membership fee and also they haven't met Rene so we just
watched their game while observing. There are about 10 people at the court.
There are many things I want to remember and sometimes I
want to travel there by dreaming. There are also bad memories that somehow even
after so many years we keep on remembering them and then resist to the idea
that what was personality judged on us is never or was never us because we
always resisted that specific idea. "That's not me" Never was, never
will be.
We're here at the church now.
I just don't feel anything anymore. Its hard for me to feel
blessed. That's why I can't even push myself to join the music team (even
though I was a former musician). There is no mystery anymore.
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